Do I have Autism?

I’ve been told lately due to my hate for people, and my uncontrollable (well I can control it; I just seem to be doing it a lot more) rocking that I have Autism or even Asperger. Some say I’m a lazy dreamer. One who dreams but doesn’t do the work. Yet, what am I? God knows, but he doesn’t come out and say what we will do and what we will be. I know I have great ideas and dreams of what I will do if things become real and money comes my way. However, since things haven’t happened with what I’ve already done, and I’ve seen no end to some troubles. I’ve given up and given in to do nothing more. Why? I don’t know why, nor do I know if I should even try anymore. I know that it is a lie because I’m slowly working on rewrite number 677 on a script I started 6 years ago. I just hope the timing will be right for when I get it done, and I feel it is final even after some script readers tell me yea or nay on it. Next, if no more work needs to be done, then I will send a letter out in hopes that someone likes it. If not It, but sees how well, I can write that they hire me for something else. I need to stop pouting and stop having a woe is me mentality and just get things done. Here’s to hoping, and to getting things done!